Perhaps head is free of any thoughts. Or perhaps i feel too sucky to write. Nothing new: still missing my Love, still needing vacations badly, still not satisfied with my reflection in the mirror, still need to be left in peace (impossible).

Oh and i hate winter and Christmas/New Year rush. What a bore i am!

I already mentioned somewhere that i measure the suckiness of my mood by the will of writing letters. For the passed 2 weeks i've written none. And i DON'T WANT writing. The pile of letters is growing on my table and i don't give a shit about it.

22 days left. C already bought me a book of K.Follett i so much wanted to read but it's not translated into russian yet. No worries, reading in english is even better.

All my foreign friends were just popping eyes at me when i told them i didn't have any credit cards and even just bank cards.
Ok, let's be modern! Today i applied for the bank card with 2 different accounts - RUR and USD in case i am going abroad. It'll be ready within 10 days. The only thing i didn't understand was the service fee. My mistake, need to find that out. Hope the service fee won't be a thousand RUR daily :D

Empty head free from any thoughts or ideas is definitely not the thing i've always dreamt of.

Well since i have a couple of LJ friends, i'd better start writing here. Don't promise anything decent but giving a try wouldn't hurt :)

The october vacation i was so relying on went to hell. No vacation for me in October. It's possible to get 2 weeks off in September but i have neither money nor ability to go anywhere in September. And staying at home on vacation is stupid.

Dammit.

i truly enjoy the old XIX century buildings in the city center for at least one thing - WIDE WINDOWSILLS. That's so incredibly relaxing sitting on a windowsill next to the opened window, reading, smoking and watching people for the height of 3-4 floor.

*sighs*

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift that's why is called PRESENT! (c)

Часа полтора сидела на набережной Невы, возле Соляного причала, читая книжку и наслаждаясь тишиной, спокойствием и лёгким ветерком от воды.

Мне начинает нравиться это место :)

Booked a 2 days trip to Helsinki for the weekend. Seems i am so dame tired of the daily schedule "work-home-work-home" during work days and "home-home-home" at the weekends that i need fresh impressions badly.

Let's hope that will be fun! :)

Father has bd today. I neither called him to congratulate nor gave him anything as a present. Plus tried to avoid him today in the morning having stayed in my room until he left.
It's absolutely not nice, the situation is driving me mad, i never could imagine that people called a Family can ruin their relationships like that.